Memento Mori(for Allen Ginsberg)

I need a second to breath

I need a penchant for sleaze

I need an immediate release

I need an ominous disease

           I want to be left alone

           I want two or three blessed clones

           I want a place to call home

           I want to quit cordite and chrome

                   

                    I like an unpredictable mess

                      I like to get it off my chest

                      I like it when tides crest  

                      I like to take it all in jest